Sometimes i wonder to myself:
Why the hell am i doing this?
Why do i even give myself this obligation?
Because to the special girl
With the special name,
I say this:
Everytime i think of you,
My heart will bleed.
You are the love i never had,
The want i can never have,
The need i can never fulfill.
But then i realised,
It's not being with her that matters the most,
What really does matter,
Is that you're there for her.
To know that you care for her,
God will understand,
And some benefit will come out of it.
I believe.
I never got to say this,
And i doubt you'll even know i posted this,
But all i wanted to say is that
I love you...
-----
All souls' day is coming up.
Praying hard i'll be able to wake up early, at 5.30am.
I want to go for the mass at 6.15am,
To celebrate my great-grandmother's passing.
I have always been praying to her,
And sometimes i even see her as my guardian angel.
I love my great-grandmother,
And i will try my best not to miss it out.
Because my whole family does not want to wake up early
To celebrate her,
So i want to be the special one,
To thank her
For everything.
After that, my whole family and i will visit my late grandfather,
Whom i also love,
Who has been there for me when i needed it,
Who is the most respected person i have seen.
-----
Praying hard that the kayaking expedition will be settled very quickly... :S
-----
我会永远在您的身边，
保护您，
看待您，
想着您，
爱着您。
我，要永远做您的天使，
张开翅膀，
守住您。
飞到天上，
一起看
夕日的太阳...
