Kayaking yesterday was very enjoyable.
After training we got scolded and pumped by Sir Daryl.
Afterwards, Nigel, Darren, Justin, Marvin, Yee Seng, Rytha and i took bus 28 to Paya Lebar where Yee Seng needed to top up his card, leaving Justin and i to take the next train on our own as Nigel, Darren, Marvin and Rytha took the train which was about to leave. Samuel and Arnol took MRT to Serangoon and then 58 from there.
Whole lot met up at Subway at White Sands, and Justin and i went to KFC to buy the Value Box thing which we shared. Bought a lighter while waiting for 403 to come for OBSingapore, and still addicted to flicking the thing on. Had lots of crapped up talk on the way there. Lol. Arnol decided not to go kayaking, because he didn't bring spare clothing anyway.
Although we all had to chip in until we all went broke, it was pretty alright. Took H6 again and Justin took H7 again as well. Changed destination to Loyang Beach instead, when on the way there they capsized Rytha 4 times. :p Yee Seng capsized i think 3 times, i capsized twice. 3-quarters of the way there everyone stopped and played Taiti(spelling?) while Samuel, Justin and i kayaked all the way to the Yellow Buoy (Cross on top, signifying point of interest) and then back, where they were still playing. You really can get very dehydrated doing that. At least Marvin brought sweets as well, and everybody was like shouting and crowding around him for it. Kayaked back, just in time, washed and kept the kayaks, and then went to bathe. We were really noisy in the shower, were comparing muscles for no reason at all. Lol. Changed to jeans and polo shirt, had to go to St. Stephen's church at Macpherson after that for prayers. And honestly, Rytha looked really nice in what she wore after bath.
Went back to Pasir Ris, and Arnol, Nigel, Darren, Yee Seng and Marvin went back home. The rest of us went to White Sands McDonald's to wait for Jit Kai who bought us Macs (because all of us were broke) and played 24. Samuel took the train, and Justin and i went to the bus interchange. Found out there wasn't any bus direct from Pasir Ris to Macpherson. So i took the train, which, for some reason, kept stopping in between stops. Arrived at Aljunied at 8pm, and JUST missed 158. It was raining so i couldn't walk the whole unsheltered way there. Had to wait for the next 158. Reached the church slightly wet, anyway, and was late by 30minutes. Missed nothing much, though. Ended at about 9.15pm. Stopped raining, and Melvin, Kang Joe, Nic Tan and i walked to the bus stop. Passed 7-eleven and Melvin bought me a can of Soya Bean drink. :p Was really thirsty, can't blame me. Reached home at about 10. Took a bath, unpacked my stuff, dried my hair and then went to sleep.
Bisceps still hurting like crap. :/
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Later on having Marian Procession at Church of St. Francis. Meeting at Boon Lay MRT at 3.30pm, so i'm leaving at about... 2.15pm. :)
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为了你，
我的心3次破碎。
为了你，
我整晚哭着。
但是，为了你，
我还会在这里等，
在这里为你祈祷。
所以，
如果你需要的话，
你懂得怎么找我。
在那里跪，
想着我的名字，
我就会到那里，
去帮助你。
我会一直等着，
不管多久，
在永远的结语之后，
我还会在这里
等着你，
想着你...
Sometimes i wonder to myself:
Why the hell am i doing this?
Why do i even give myself this obligation?
Because to the special girl
With the special name,
I say this:
Everytime i think of you,
My heart will bleed.
You are the love i never had,
The want i can never have,
The need i can never fulfill.
But then i realised,
It's not being with her that matters the most,
What really does matter,
Is that you're there for her.
To know that you care for her,
God will understand,
And some benefit will come out of it.
I believe.
I never got to say this,
And i doubt you'll even know i posted this,
But all i wanted to say is that
I love you...
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All souls' day is coming up.
Praying hard i'll be able to wake up early, at 5.30am.
I want to go for the mass at 6.15am,
To celebrate my great-grandmother's passing.
I have always been praying to her,
And sometimes i even see her as my guardian angel.
I love my great-grandmother,
And i will try my best not to miss it out.
Because my whole family does not want to wake up early
To celebrate her,
So i want to be the special one,
To thank her
For everything.
After that, my whole family and i will visit my late grandfather,
Whom i also love,
Who has been there for me when i needed it,
Who is the most respected person i have seen.
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Praying hard that the kayaking expedition will be settled very quickly... :S
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我会永远在您的身边，
保护您，
看待您，
想着您，
爱着您。
我，要永远做您的天使，
张开翅膀，
守住您。
飞到天上，
一起看
夕日的太阳...
Today was a little crapped up, and i'll bet it'll get even more crapped up afterwards. Soon. :/
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Trainfire - Really got quite fed-up with the Part A's.
I have always thought that treating them nicely would yield standard and respect. Plan to tell them nicely to wake up their idea, but if nothing comes out, i've no choice but to be a bastard, and i will if i have to. I plan to go through every single thing from the beginning of the year. Rules, such as berets should not touch the floor, berets on the hand when in push-up position, no slamming the rifle on the ground, etc. Drills, Sedia, Senangdiri, Turning Drills, Marching drills. Simple enough. I just need their cooperation. Plan to do all this within 3 hours. It's possible.
Honestly fed-up.
I know how Ma'm Goh feels.
All i need are 3 things: Discipline, Efficiency, Standard.
We screwed up our Unit's face. In HQ. That, really pissed me off.
One last chance for the Part A's to redeem themselves.
No more.
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Got lots of scoldings today. Ma'm, my friends, my father, and i bet my mother will scold me too later on when she comes back.
My God, my Lord,
There better be something good coming out of this.
And i hope is that we will all wake up our bloody ideas.
Even me.
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On a short but brighter note, i saw cik from SSC today. She didn't seem to recognise me. Don't expect to, anyway. Saw Warrant Mathy :)) and saw Sir Dickson Ng, both from NDP. Missing those 2 occasions badly. Oh well.
Came back from AUC on saturday evening, but since then i've not been able to use my computer still. The only reason i've got my computer back is because Yee Seng and Yan Zhao are coming over later on to plan the FreeStyle Drill. Yeah, our first time in FSDComp. Need to check the names first. Oh well. Later.
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AUC is quite slack. Considerably. And tiring. First camp we've planned but there were a few problems. Like, it only seemed to consist of PT, Eat and Sleep. Lol. And the SecComs and OICs and 2ICs were also a little blurry, because the S3 never brief us. :/
Didn't sleep for the whole night, was talking to Randal. Some of the other Part C's went to PCC. Justin and Chester and others were in the Log Room playing PSP. Didn't sleep at all. Next afternoon during games after lunch and pack-up, i went to the Log Room to sleep for about 2 hours. Samuel and Kee Yuen were there too, but Kee Yuen left about 30minutes after i came in.
Was superbly tired. Still am.
Otherwise, all in all, it was really great.
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Can't wait for FSDComp!
So far i know the Part A and C competitors. (Because i took the Part A's for selection.)
Hope that choreographing the thing would be fun. :)
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I want the BOOMZ! T-shirt!
EXAMS
ARE
FINALLY
OVER!!
BOOMZ!!
