Today, was honestly screwed. Big time.
NCC Day prep training: Was in Rifle-Hormat. Jun Jie went around looking for errors, and when he was in front of me Elston pushed him. He hit my rifle and it hit my nose and it bled like shit. =/
And and, Nobie is like too bossy. I was supposed to give the command but he did, instead. Plus when everything was going fine and Flag Party turned to each other, he asked them to Henta-kaki again. So many more things. Yes, i may be bossy too i admit. But at least i know the procedure. And i'm his IC, so i have every right. I deserve some respect, at least. So irritating, i was so damn pissed at him. (Gotta go for confession.) But really, he's super irritating, and super bossy.
(Luckily i brought the yellow carebear SHE gave me, and that helped me cool down so well. =3 It's so cute!)
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On a lighter note...
At least some people agree with me, and we have an idea to make Nobie "humbler". Or so they say.
I just hope Friday won't be equally screwed. =/ (I wonder who's going to take the Part C's...)
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Nobody can break our love.
Nothing can break our love.
Because God is helping us
and i believe that if we introduce Him in our love,
He will help us grow better in Love.
For God is Love,
and He will always be with us.
I promise. <3
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I may be authoritative, i may be a big bastard, but i'm doing what i believe is right. So you shut the f**k up, and listen to me FOR ONCE.
I rest my case.
You are seriously f**king screwed-up.
Today is a super happy day for me! =3
Got first in class (and possibly level) for combined physics. And and, something i've always been praying for has finally come true. At least, 99% of it. Anyway, today training was ok. Pumped the Part C's when drilling them. Birdshit. Plus you can never find a proper private spot to drill at cause Part A's and B's took them already. =/ Well, i screwed up a little. 1 tiny mistake, but hey, it's extremely well for a first try already. And i've learnt my mistake, so i'll try not to do it again next time.
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I wish i could go for Circle Line MRT thing instead of NDP. (Nah actually i really love NDP.) Can't wait to see my super good friends again. Lol. Uniform's still super sweaty though. Hope they dry by tomorrow.
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I'm so happy, love
And i believe you are too.
I knew God had always been by our side
and listening to our prayers. =)
I love you so much... <3
Forevermore...
Same Mistake - James Blunt
Saw the world turning in my sheets
And once again, I cannot sleep
Walk out the door and up the street
Look at the stars beneath my feet
Remember rights that I did wrong
So here I go
Hello, hello
There is no place I cannot go
My mind is muddy but
My heart is heavy, does it show
I lose the track that loses me
So here I go
Oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...
And so I sent some men to fight,
And one came back at dead of night,
Said he'd seen my enemy
Said he looked just like me
So I set out to cut myself
And here I go
Oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice,
Give me reason, but don't give me choice,
Cos I'll just make the same mistake again,
Oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...
And maybe someday we will meet
And maybe talk and not just speak
Don't buy the promises 'cause
There are no promises I keep,
And my reflection troubles me
So here I go
Oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice,
Give me reason, but don't give me choice,
Cos I'll just make the same mistake (REPEAT) again
Oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...
So while I'm turning in my sheets
And once again, I cannot sleep
Walk out the door and up the street
Look at the stars
Look at the stars, falling down,
And I wonder where,
did I go wrong.
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I hate myself. So damn much.
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Have Faith in God,
Have Hope in Him,
Love Him as He loves you,
Because i know
God will see us through this.
I promise... ='(
I love you, forevermore. <3
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Put all your blame on me.
I don't wish for you to suffer because of me.
I can take it.
Just be happy.
That's all i want,
All i ask.
Please. ='(
Exams are finally over, and i got my computer and phone back! =D
Even better, i'm back with my sweet love... <3
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你是我最大
的爱情故事
我们的爱
是别人所无知
我知道
俩爱人是因为天主
才能会在一起的
所以
让我们手牵手
一起永远地跑到
美丽的彩虹...
I'm missing NDP training. I'm missing legion even more. I think i'm drifting further and further. Should i step down from my post, honestly? Nic Tan's doing a greater job i'm sure. I don't think that after NDP when i got back, i'll be welcomed. I don't think i'm missed. At all. *Sigh*... At least i have my great friends i can always trust. And i'm sure i'll always have my Love, who will stand by me.
Well this part is kinda retarded but i'd like to thank a few people:
My Love, of course, for everything
Melvin, Brudder in Legion for being by my side
Rong Jie, Martyn, Edwin and Ming Xuan from NDP (doubt they no my blog though)
Shermaine, Abigail, Ian Ng, Kang Joe and Nic Tan, for listening to my problems
Shaun Soh who encouraged me to say morning prayer and i LIKED it
And my mum, for God knows what loads of things she did for me.
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Speaking of Mother's day, i'd like to wish my mum and grandmother and all the other mothers out there a happy mother's day. And if your family have not done anything for you today, think of it this way, they already gave you the greatest gift: Love. And it's not just giving a card to her, or a bouquet or so much of anything, but it's more of how you PROVE you love her. When i was in church just now i suddenly thought: My mother did so much for me and i took her for granted, i really did. And that struck me. Real hard. And if my mum's reading this, I'm so sorry for all the things i've done and i promise to study really hard, you can trust me on that. I love you, mum. =DD
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P.S. The following message is for my Love and only for her. Mum, i wrote you yours already. =)
You make my smile,
You make me laugh,
You give me peace,
You give me joy.
But the greatest thing you gave me, your Love...
You mean the world to me,
And i love you too...
