I dreamt of something last night.
Something really beautiful.
Sweeter than Chocolate.
Prettier than the Ocean.
Brighter than the Sun.
Gentler than the wind.
That Dream,
That Something in it,
Is more captivating
Than a Solar Eclipse,
Than a Rainbow Halo,
Than the complex process of Photosynthesis (naturally),
Than all the pretty girls i know,
Than anything in this world,
Combined.
I dreamt... of YOU. <33
Happy (belated) 5th month anniversary.
Wuv, Your Tiggur. :)
I hate my life.
Notice how my plurks are now all beginning with a "hate"? Yeah.
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I feel like i'm not doing enough. As a son, as an ASM, as a boyfriend, etc.
I'm just a persistent little brat.
Long story.
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Anyway, i'm jsut a fucking retard that doesn't deserve anything at all. I deserve nothing. And i truly feel that way. Especially now i'm going to get super screwed when my mum comes back home.
Long story.
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Common test was quite alright. Today is English paper 2 and Social Studies. Nothing much to talk about. Except that, again, as always, i'm going to get super screwed.
Long story.
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Long story is going to be my favourite phrase, i think. And now i'm going to try writing stuff without facial expressions like :) or :( or :'( or :D and the whole lot. Damn, there goes my first attempt.
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I need some (free) counselling. I'm serious.
MY LIFE IS SERIOUSLY FUCKED UP.
Someone, please save me...
Happy (belated) National Day, everyone! Haa... I came back at like 11.15pm. Long story.
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I screwed up quite a bit. In the aligning, kedalam-lurus. However you spell it. Anyway, i doubt anyone really saw. But yeah... At least i did extremely well during the marching. At least, i hope i did. But yeah. It's all over and... I'm glad. :) Gonna miss everyone, though.
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Anyway, after parade Yee Seng, Joaquin, Yan Zhao and i went to marina square. Wanted to eat macs for supper. But then full, and so are the other fast food restaurants. So we walk back to the entrance, bought Jollibean and Joaquin bought bubble tea. Then we went out and leaned against the railing overlooking the main road. Crowded. Then Joaquin used his straw and fired a pearl and it hit a girl on the leg. Then her friend and her looked up at us and we quickly ran away. Haha. Sorry... Doubt she saw us clearly, though.
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Well, i'm glad it's all over. Now we better focus on our studies... :)
NDP '09, we make it happen. Lol.
Two words:
LIFE SUCKS.
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On a brighter side, I'm ASM. So i'm quite happy. Only because of that.
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Why do i,
when i think of you,
always get this feeling
that you don't love me anymore...?
:'(
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I WANT TO CRY, I WANT TO DIE. I JUST WANT TO LEAVE THIS PLACE, TO RUN AWAY. NOBODY WILL LOOK FOR ME. I DON'T EXPECT THEM TO, I'M JUST A BIG FUCKING SCREW-UP. I CRY EVERYDAY NOW, I CAN'T SLEEP, I CAN'T EAT. I JUST WANT MY FREEDOM BACK.
SCREW THIS FAMILY, I HATE IT!
God, please save me... :'(