HeartBroken
Woke up a little happy, but feeling sad now. It's a long story. And it's going to be a really long day. Hmm...
I really hate studying... :/
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Maybe it's fate, maybe it's my fault, maybe i was just too slow. I don't know. But i just hope, whatever it is, that God will continue to guide you...
How could my heart break, if it wasn't even whole to start with? It does not matter now, i just hope you're happy, that you know there are friends who still care. If there's anything at all that i could do, feel free to look for me. Because i'll be there, i always will, to protect you. I want to be your guardian angel, forevermore...
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Whatever the reason, all i want to say is
I'm Sorry... For everything...
Came back from Senior Specialist Course.
Lazy to write about both AOH and SSC, but i'll just give you the highlights.
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AOH was quite fun to me, i guess, but not to the sec 3 NPCC from my own school which i took. Dropped at Army Museum of Singapore (ARMS) instead of Pasir Laba Camp (PLC). Spent quite some time in ARMS, which is way more worth it, trust me. Anyway, we watched 2 shows and did the extremely easy IMT at ARMS, then headed off by shuttle bus to PLC. Went to Our World, but too crowded so gave up and went to Combat World to see Military stuff like the Chinook, Guards Unit Display, Medic Display, etc. Went to Tuckshop after that but didn't get anything, then went to Future World, which didn't have much to show us. Then went back home. :)
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SSC is extremely fun. WAAAAAAAAY better than i would have expected. Maybe it's because of the people around, even the CLT's. They are strict, yes, but they are fun-loving as well. Have a lot to say, but i'm lazy to type grandmother story here, so if you want to know how the course was and what we did, feel free to approach me and ask.
FIRST BATCH TO HAVE NO FAILURES AT ALL!!
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Staff Sergeant
Bravo Company
Platoon 4 A.K.A. Bikini Bottom
Section 2 (Under Sir Muslim from Land Spec Course lol.) A.K.A. G.I. Zhai (inside joke) A.K.A. Spongebob
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Going to miss SSC, just like how i miss NDP. :S
You just gotta love NCC. ;)
Forgive my language but today is FUCKING SCREWED.
Wake up late, then wednesday training and thursday AOH so no time do OBS medical checkup, then supposed to have date but she got CIP... Want to cry...
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At least everything's done now.
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Senior Specialist Course tomorrow!! Damn scared!!
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Will post more on SSC and AOH when i come back. Wish me luck for SSC!!!!!