Sometimes, i just feel like crying. I feel like screaming my heart out, looking at the stars and asking God, "Why?"
Sometimes, i just feel like running away. Running to a far away place, and nobody would notice. I'll just be alone, except with God, and my beloved late Grandfather in my aching heart.
Sometimes, i wish i was still with Him, because i know he cares about me. He loves me, and i love him too. He will teach me, guide me, and i will listen, i will learn.
Sometimes, i wish i could just find a way to prove that, no matter how much i change, i have changed for the better.
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I guess, Love just isn't my calling...
